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July 25 A Strange Day Indeed...Today was a weird day.
I was unable to get much sleep.
First thing I did was eat lunch.
Open the PC.
Browse and had fun of the Youtube videos I got forwarded with.
Played poker online.
Talked to a friend.
Suddenly another friend shows up.
Shows me something I have not seen in a long time.
And then the whole day went kaput.
Laughing a few hours earlier, I was suddenly quiet.
First, there was teasing.
I pleaded my friend not to.
To no avail.
Then, realization came.
I had to face this sooner or later.
Did I do it?
Yes, I did.
I saw everything with my own two eyes.
My whole facade fell apart.
I wish I could shout out what I am feeling.
I wish I could cry.
But I could not.
I do not want my folks to know.
My friend and I talked instead.
Exchanging ideas, observations and experiences.
Time and again we just pause and reflect.
Reflect on what we just said.
Then he gave me an advice.
This time I listened and understood.
But now, I am at work.
Looking for someone.
Someone to cushion every blow I will throw.
Someone to tell me it will be alright again.
Alas, the search continues still.
For someone to lend their shoulder if I wanted to cry.
Yet I am so tired and sleepy.
I do not know if I have the strength anymore.
I may not have run out of tears.
But I guess I may have run out of reasons to use them.
Who would have thought?
One picture can completely change my day. Comments (1)
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